Call me naive but I somehow thought things would be easier than they are panning out to be. I’m no superwoman but I definitely didn’t think I’d feel this defeated, overwhelmed, and frustrated after the first night home! The truth is its only been one day, but it’s been a long day! Cyniah is not at all happy with baby Cylina being here! Couple that with an ear infection and fever and you have a “tantrum cocktail!” She’s been screaming bloody murder non stop and doesn’t take kindly to me tending to her sister.
Cylina doesn’t like her daddy! I can’t get her to relax with him for the 10-15 mins it takes me to go to the bathroom! *note to self: find out how you managed to spoil a 3 day old baby*
As I type she’s screaming her Lil head off with her overwhelmed daddy! I’m stuffing my face trying to get something down so I can take these pain meds!
Prayers please?! I’m quite a bit overwhelmed and we’re only on day one! I know we will make it through the tough times with your prayers and support! I must return to my world of chaos, this was a nice small escape 🙂